I don't wanna say im depressed,because im honestly to young to be.But a majority of the time i feel like shit.Things never work out for me.Things are always going wrong around me.Ive had two tragic deaths in the past month.The first was my dog tessie which i still miss deeply.Then 3 days ago my cousin scott passed.He was 25 years old,a marine,caption of his collage football team.Still in shock over this whole situation.Its a hard thing for me to process that i will never see him again.The wake is tomorrow,and the funeral is Friday.I don't know how to take this situation i seriously don't.I have been writing this over the time span of an hour.I don't know what to say besides that you will be missed deeply scott.


RIP