Have Heart

is tomorrow in brockton,and im going by myself.Thats gunna suck.I hate school.Im happy tomorrows friday.FuckingHangMe.

I've never been so close

To actually killing myslef.You've made me sick to my stomach and lead me on.But ill let my frustration out tomorrow at last lights.At this point I really just wanna fucking rot away.I don't wanna be found.You've played with my head for the last time.Things just won't be the same,you can keep living how you want.But if you want you can rot with me...

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You really haven't changed.You got me thinking positive again and now look at me im back in the fucking drain.Iwannahangmyself.
Last lights Saturday is where im letting out all what you did to me.Everything.

Once again

I get my hopes up for nothing.Once again you fucked with my head.How do you feel about it?Because me,everything is down hill from here.
Though the youth has hope,give them enough rope,and they'll hang themselves from wedding bells.

Valentines day

I hate it.There's some one i care for,but that doesn't change the fact that they will care for me.This day is to make you feel lonelier agree with me or not.I still haven't got over the fact that my best friend is gone.Tessie Mae.Some people don't realize how close you get to a pet,me and the days are rotting with out you.Nothings works out for me.Nothing ever wants to go my way.REST IN PEICE TESSIE MAE.
Every night i go to sleep wishing that the world wont forget about me....