Where am i in life.I don't have a job,im doing horrible in school.Im not doing much with myself.Im just sitting processing things about me.I would like someone to spend my days with.Someone that i can call on a good,bad,rainy,sunny,day.Someone that will just keep me company.Make memories with.A special someone that will stay out all night with me.Talk the night away with me.Just someone who will get me to express my feelings.That will brake me out of my shell.Are you out there?



Because im in need of you.

Whats the point of anything.There is nothing looking up for me.Im fucking hopeless.

The RAD skatepark in mendon is a cool venue.

SSE

I have been taking a lot more pride in stoughton straight edge.Ever since everyone has actually been talking and wanting to make this a bigger better thing it makes me realize that im proud.I'm proud that i can be a younger generation and still be part of something like this.Ive become sick of trying to impress people who mean nothing to me.I'm going to keep living life like i want.
I'm giving up on caring about people think.That's not a way to live.

I miss you..

I don't wanna say im depressed,because im honestly to young to be.But a majority of the time i feel like shit.Things never work out for me.Things are always going wrong around me.Ive had two tragic deaths in the past month.The first was my dog tessie which i still miss deeply.Then 3 days ago my cousin scott passed.He was 25 years old,a marine,caption of his collage football team.Still in shock over this whole situation.Its a hard thing for me to process that i will never see him again.The wake is tomorrow,and the funeral is Friday.I don't know how to take this situation i seriously don't.I have been writing this over the time span of an hour.I don't know what to say besides that you will be missed deeply scott.


RIP