2009

Is less than an hour away.And its now starting to kick in that I have to live a whole nother year again.Just to think back on this year,and I can't think of one good fucking memory.The only one really is some shows I went to.I miss the afgan house(RIP).Fuck 2008.Its time to start off with a new slate.

adventure

I had one of the more funner nights I've had in a while.We had a snowball fight all the way from cobbs to about stoughton center.It was fun and im excited for BearTrap on tuesday.Yes.

the holidays

I fucking hate them.
I feel more awkward around my family than random strangers.
I can't stand christmas parties.
Fuck.

Hurt

i

want to get my sled on..
going to be awesome..
snow makes me happy...
word...

its walways me

Whyyy...why does every thing bad happen to me.today was going good until a phone call ruined it for me.my friend has like a million cats and the only cat I have ever like wat hit by a car about an hour ago.its only about 9 months old what the fuck.its just a nother fuckin excuse for me to want to be depressed and live in the dark....

i cant stop

brockton

Was fun last night.It was probally a loss for words best set ever.It was sweet.I hit my head off the ceiling that was cool.But good nights have to come to an end.I had a dream that there was a pile of coins on each eye of mine.And I couldn't open my eyes till all the coins fell.And I didn't mind at all.

im

Still sick.Everyone in there blogs talk about how much they hate everyone and everything.And I guess I can relate to that.Stoughton high just brings me down.And every one in stoughton high just brings me down.I hate all of you.

im

sick.I dont really care if i get better or not,because theres nothing to look forward to this week.Except for borderland,which im not pumped over.If that sucks than my whole week is in the drain.I've been listening to greenday latley.I wish they would have just came out with dookie.That would be sweet.

I

Wish I could stay locked away in my room forever.That's all I ever want,nothing else.Im sick of talking to fake people every were I go.I've decided im just done talking in school,and every piece of shit in my school.I wake up every morning this is every day life.

today

Is going to be a good day.I slept at my moms last night and im on the way to school.there's nothing to look forward to this week.borderland should be ok this weekend.

I knew

Today was going to be a bad day.And it was.my self asteem just gets lower and lower every day.I have one and only comfarte zone.And that's my room.Alone.People mock and fuck with me and im sick of it. I have no true friends.Im a loner

nothing

The snow that didn't fall last night makes me depressed.The snow yesterday was a tease.Every day is a tease,to make it seem like things are going to look up.today,isn't going to be a good day.

the

Christmas lights bring color tp the black room that I call home.

new

Beartrap/deabser the other night was undescribable.debaser has never had such a good set.and even threw there huge loss(rip dom)they still did such a great set.and beartrap was sick as always.I want more shows in stoughton."there is no god"